I am deeply hurt.

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I was telling Pepper (my friend) something on the phone, and he wouldn't believe me and he told me to stop acting like a little child.

He told me to stop lying and that I was a liar and that he HATES liars.


I tried explaining to him, but he hanged up quickly.


I tried calling back to tell him NOT to talk to me anymore, but he didn't answer and the answering machine was off.







Well, I thought since I put a lot of trust in him, he could trust me back. But it doesn't work that way in this case .. he just thinks of me as a little girl.

[TheVoid]

I find the worst thing you can do is to keep trying to explain you side of the story to someone who just wont listen. Your best bet is to A) let time pass and see if it improves B) address it at a better time when things are more calm C) never bring it up again for the sake of friendship or D) if the person is not a friend anyway, just cut your losses.

The most important thing is that if you told the truth and you believe in yourself, it will never matter that what they think. You cannot force anyone to see your side of it. They either do or dont.

Hope that helps!

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JUST as I was reading this, he calls me up!!! ( ;D ;D ;D )


I'm like .. all happy.. giddy.. happy.. and nuts like that.



He asked me what happened again and I told him plainly what happened.

So he accepted and moved on with the subject.


Tonight,


A) let time pass and see if it improves
-- 2 Nights passed, and he called me ;D back

B) address it at a better time when things are more calm
-- He was more calmer, and I was feeling more secure and calm, as well.

C) never bring it up again for the sake of friendship
-- I hadn't brought it up, but he did, so I told him what happened and then he moved on to a new subject.

D) if the person is not a friend anyway, just cut your losses.
-- I feel like he's a friend but sometimes he isn't.. He makes me very confused.



Yeh, I only told what I knew and that he should've listened to what I had to say in the first place.


I did cry though and it made me feel terrible.



I am okay now, though



Thanks for the input, Eggman

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Bah. He's either just a man or an immature man, or still a little boy.


It's me who has the problem. It's me who's crazy


Stupid girly feelings. Must.get.over.them. Arghh *fights it*

[TheVoid]

Well good! I am glad its worked out.

Always remember, you have a right to feel your feelings, but even they can betray you sometimes.

As long as you keep a perspective on whats really important, you will not trick yourself into whats not important.

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Yeh, kinda..


I just need to put myself together.. like Humpty Dumpty..


*tries to be cool and collected*



Well I feel embarrassed to say this, but I like more than a friend, but he says he doesn't really know me too well ... (tries to shut up) and it's been years and all I can do is gasp when he says he doesn't--........(silences self) after all these years.



Okay.. .. *forgets about subject*

[TheVoid]

Ah well, I learned a long time ago, that if you like someone and they do not return the feeling, they are not the one. Either that or it will take time and to not push the issue. But if you wait to long you may miss out on real love somewhere else. Its a catch 22. Only you can decide how much you will wait.

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;D ;D (at the response)

I am just confused though. He said a few times that he does return the feelings, but then he goes back to saying he just likes me. Blehh.


I fall for Beatles Fans. hard.


;D I could wait forever, but if a real true love interferes, I could be pulled away from Pepper.


Pepper's a meanie, anyways.

He's not a real gentleman at all. Sometimes he is, but lately he isn't.



Ah well. I'll think about it more.




My situation or relationship with him isn't supposed to happen anyway, but it is kinda, and it might unfold soon. Seems too inappropriate.